We all have been told when talking about finances that saving is critically important. Yes, in the world's economy, we must save a certain percentage of our income for the future. When it comes to Gods economy, we take this same mindset when considering our spiritual lives as well. But nowhere does God tell us to save our lives. He tells us to give it away, Luke 6:38
Our natural tendacy is to save, protect and preserve our life. So when God leads us to give our life away, we tend to avoid any risk so as not to experience rejection, failure or anything that might bring us physical or emotional pain. Go on a mission trip overseas? No way, it's too dangerous! Share the Gospel with a neighbor? No, I'm afraid I might be thought of as a zealot. Get involved helping a friend whose son is on drugs and spinning out of control? No, I don't want to get involved in that drama. No telling what might happen. Spend a day working and sweating in an impoverished neighborhood? Nope, I'd rather watch my favorite football team and rest up for church on Sunday.
I love how Paul describes his life in his second letter to Timothy 4:7, "I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith." He had spent his life serving God, enduring all manner of hardships, from beatings and stonings, to imprisonment to shipwreck. There was no consideration to save his life. God had saved him so that he could spend his life on something much greater than himself.
When I get to the finish line and come face to face with Jesus, I'm surely not going to talk about how I saved my life. I'm not showing him my wonderful collection of rare coins I saved or my cool baseball card collection. No, I think Jesus will be much more impressed with the battle scars from sharing my faith, and the blood, sweat and tears shed from taking risks and obeying Christ when he was leading me to give my life away. Then I can say as Paul did, "I've fought the good fight, finished the race, and kept the faith."
I was created so that I may be spent.